I know its not your fault, but I’m? a locked door Anytime I’m a mess by someone before And I wish that I, I could find a key To unlock all the things that you want us to be Let me open up and start again, But there’s a safe around my heart I don’t know how to let you in, And that’s what keeps us apart And that’s why I need time. I said I need you, I need you to understand, you, you, you I need you to understand, you, you, you
Call up the locksmith, Tell him we need him quick We’ve got a million keys,? None of them seem to fit While your on the phone, Call up the clocksmith, Cuz I could use some time, Even the slightest bit
Let me open up and start again, And break this safe around my heart I don’t know how to let you in, And that’s what keeps us apart And that’s why I need time I said I need you I need you to understand, you, you, you I need you to understand, you, you, you
I’m thinking now’s? the time, Maybe its time to go, if I gave you my heart, be gentle, I’m tired of laying low, lets give the world a show And when you know, you know, And when you know, you know, you know And when you know, you know, you know, you know And that’s why I need time
I said I need you, I need you to understand, you, you, you (x2) I need you to understand (x4) I need you (x3) I need you, you, you
This is the song that u ask me find out the lyrics, it full of meaning between us...
Yup~now a day i know and understand about you...and we need each others to understand each others..we need some time and maybe'll lose it..it's the time to go for our own world a show...
it's not your fault and not my fault,we don't how to open and let each others go in true only...
any way, thanks a lot...for your care,help, joy,be gentle...Good bless you~~
when i miss u, i juz look up to the sky and remember u'r like a star...sum time i cant see u but i knw that i'r always be wt me...If i'm listen to music or look truth pic of u, nt to remind me of u bt to make me feel as if i'm wt u. it makes me 4get the distance and capture u!
mooncake festival ( also know as Mid-Autumn festival). it was one of the most important festival in our chinese culture.In thiz year 2010's mooncake festival happens to be on 22 sept wendnesday and it was my off day~ Yo~ It is held on the 18th of eight month in our chinese calender.thz nite, we ate a lot of different type pastry called moooncake(yue bing). It's look like the shape of the moon + having some pizza+ fruits and some snack. Today, the moon is the brightest and roundest, me and my family was having a good small mooncake party in our house with many of the paper light+ the sky was brightest~
12:45am
13 September
Mum, I really hope u are enjoy the b’fast on that day and like my the present that I give u as b’day present.
I’m reach Penang around 7pm, having my dinner with ur best steam chicken and some fried snack…it was make me so full and miss our home’s smell with having our home smell rice. It was totally different from Penang or others place rice or cook style. It was so strange for the smell& taste and it make me miss u & home so much while having it~ yummy!!
Moon cake festival will be coming soon. I’m plan conduct BBQ party at our house with invite ur best friend enjoy& crazy with u like our last year moon cake party. Erm~ how about my daddy pula? I really hope ur health will be more better and healthy than last time and please spend more time to traval with mum enjoy ur life…
Yo! Tomorrow off day~~ I din going back Taiping cause I really tired and feel not felling well + headache. Better take a good rest at Penang. Although it was so boring with done everything with 1 person (ate alone, shop alone, watch movie alone act…) but I already biasa with this life, whose ask me choose hotel line look like no life with everyday do the same thing (wakeup, bath, work& OT, eat, bath and bed) the same thing…no family day/ meet at public holiday, weekend…some times, I’m asking myself am I regret with live in hotel life? The bad thing ( no PH no weekend, OT) others side the good thing ( can save more money cause no time to spend even have success income)yup, my target!!! In 3 years…after 5years I’m surely going oversea! I’ll not spent too long life at hotel line even I’m come out from hospitality course, earn ‘gao gao’ and blar~
Yup, no one can serve two masters, if no either will be hate the one and love other. Maybe I’m making u waiting too long, what u say to me that is true. Ur heart so soft and I in and our easily make u in hurt. I dun care whether u reading my blog or not but I still want apologize to u that make u in hurt. Either I choosing work/ future or u, and I’m know human can’t get two thing in once time, so I’m choosing my future and my family.
14sept10
15sept 1012:56pm
Good morning everyone! Oops! 11:15am?? I din care cause today is my off day, no work, no busy but stay in house alone~ having my breakfast with a cup of cool white coffee accompany with Taiping pau (mi ku) that bought by my mum + enjoy some music and song with up my lap top.
“Life…is full of beautiful thing, soft sunrise I see every day, cool winds I may blow sometimes, pretty flowers sometime I receive from somebody, love& laughter that come from my hometown (family), quiet moments that pass by day to day & sweet people like my family and someone rest in heaven and looking me every day.”
Listening the Chinese song that make the feeling come with me now…my college feeling, college best friends feel, final exam feel is coming to me back again. Miss u ai jun! what are u doing now? Are u fine? My lap top 70% full of ur song, how come I din miss u when I listen the song that u sing together with me, u told that is shy ying flavor song. I spent a lot ( 90%) of my 1st year college life with u that why I miss u so much! Anyway , I’m know we have our own time & life but …keep in touch dear friend! Pass by my photo album, my DHT2 memory …my class rap, sim yee, jeff ect….really miss u all so much! Hope to meet u all again in soon.
“ we never gat what we want, we never want what we gat, we never have what we like, we never like what we have, still we life…but I’m lucky cause I get a true friendship like u all and get a successful family! “
I believe in working place, put a smile on face, and I enjoy moments everything will fall into the place. Remember that just do Good thing and I believe that Good thing will come back to me in future. Maintain the good unbeat attitude to everything I do I my working place. I believe it!
1:32pm
3:49pm
Having my lunch at KFC Penang..alone again pula…yuhuu~ waiting the time pass by day by day..waiting going back my hometown for celebration moon cake festival and the party with my family and mum’s best friends..it make me no more passion to wait for the time come to me.
Always disturb by the message from somebody that everyday asking me the same question, it make me feel bored with him! Shit~ please stop send the sit message to me, I hate it! If u have so much time please la do something that u like, if u have a good time why not u do something that u really enjoy?
I’m enjoy the time ( alone) and I start like to be alone…seeing other people coming with their family or couple, I miss my family and the time I having my lunch with my mum and brother at KFC penang, I really miss the time~
When u say not thing at all:
It’s amazing how u can speak to my heart without saying a world u can light up the dark, try as I may u can never explain what I heart when u don’t say anything. The smile on ur face let me know that u need me there’s truth in ue eyes saying u’ll never leave me, the tough of ur hand say u’ll catch me whenever I fall. U say it best when u say not thing at all. All day I can hear people talking loud but when u hold me near u drown the crowd, try as they never define what’s been said between ur heart and mine.
i'm tired of the case...it spread non stop non stop...it make all of us tired. U are not understand my situation..i waanna go back accompany my parent, my sister,relax my life in off...accompany my frenz keep contact wt them..i'm tired and when it can be stop? u saying that i cant gv u a min of sms, yap i think that maybe "time" no enough for me to rest...bt u are still in my heart!
i believe in...Do Good Thing n the Good Thing will come back to us! Always put smile on face, enjoy the good moments everything will fall into the place...n maintain the good unbeat attitude to everything we do....I believe!!!----waiting the time come to me soon/ in future...
we use to talk, to laugh, learn acc, i cook for u, to be crazy 2gether...i'm learn a lot frm u...i really wish were be the same, but i know it will be NOT!!it won be long until i see ur face, in heaven those marvelous days~
Prince Of Persia....is a story of an adventurous prince taht who teams up wt a rival princess to stop a angry ruler frm unleashing a sandstorm taht could destroy the whole world... Which is why after the prince was tricked by a dying Vizier to unleash the Sands of Time that turns out to destroy a kingdom and transforms its populace into ferocious demons. In his effort to save his own kingdom and redeem his fatal mistake, it's up to the prince and the princess to return the sands to the hourglass by using the Dagger of Time, which also gives him a limited control over the flow of time. i wanna to watch out thz movie soon...wt my sister...
The harmonious way..wat is it?it is the path through life that can help u experience the peach and harmony u wan and deserve. Though ur lv relationship, u can hv the life qualities that matters most 2 u...The harmonious way, which respects u and ur desires, is an approach to expanding ur life and achievement. However, it is nt a singular path 4 all of us to match down! Rather it is multiple individual paths, 1 4 each of us...For me...b4 5 my happiness in a relationship, i must 1st become happy wt myself. well, that is why the PAIN of loneliness alone can prevent me frm being happy wt the p'son i'm... we are human beings are social animals, nt isolated organism that live in private vacuum and WORK WORK WORK....for me: "at least i am happy wt wat i doing now" Well, life juz doesn't work that way..we hv gud days and bad days...good mood and bad mood, there is hardly ever a continued state of happiness. to be nobody bt myself, in a world which is doing its best,night and day, to make u every body else means....fight the bardest battle any human being can fight, and never stop fighting!!!
Robin Hoot...the short story about they had done sum thing that was againts the laws of the land, and had been forced to hide themself in the woods to save their lives...they was spend their time in roaming abt among the trees, in hunting the king deer and in robbing rich travelers that come that way...i will be watch thz movie soon....
Marshmallow??? let me simple tell u wat is marshmallow means...( honey candy) A marshmallow is a candy~ the traditional marshmallow was a combination of marshmallow root, whipped egg whites, vanilla extra and sugar..For me, the most popular is marshmallow use in hot cocoa!yummy~~nice taste!! but as i knw several other time food traditional involve thz puffy candy. Know it frm Bakery Story: roasting marshmallow over a campfire, so that the exterior is hard brown, and the interior melted is a hallark of many family camping outings. but some popular candies and cookies also include the marshmallow or marshmallow cream. why i love Marshmallow?? coz marshmallow is a light, spongy and very sweet confection made of corn syrup, gelatin, sugar and starch and dusted wt powdered sugar...it's my favored taste coz i super love sweet taste and light pink+ spongy~~ yummy!! although u all will think i'm nonsense..but as long as i love it!!
Thz is the week where two action films wt an almost similar name are releases into big screen in cinema...both of them are sequel of its successful predecessor, though 1 of them is probably more popular in Asian.-------they were " Iron Man 2" and olso " Ip Man 2", bt if U asking me to compare between both of them....I would say " Ip Man2"...Why?? coz i was going wt my of Group frenz...arg~ for me..."Iron Man" is purely for entertainment only. they actually nt thing 2 compare between...The success of 1st "Ip Man 2" are down to the special style of kung fu it displays. The fight scenes portray more variety of the traditional Wushu plus Ip Man's legendary hight speed. So, let me tell u....if u haven watch Ip Man2 plz go watch it now wow... erm~ off 4 day..dun knw wat to do? dun knw how many day he will come penang wt me? i think is time for me go wash my cloth and bed now...good nite and hv a nightmare...
Want to share the essence of friendship...arg, for me the benefit that having a good friends is in each person's life, friends play a vital role. Friends can offer support, keep me on line, helping us with solve our p'blem, share my secret and also make me happy. It doesn't matter if i aldy have a lot of different kind of friends.
If i'm not wrong, everyone wants to have best friends 4ever rite? and many times that happens that can solve 2gether. As i wan to knw is how i can improve my current relationship with others? Creating and keeping good frenz is work, i hv to willing to invest my time and my heart! that all i knw how to do it for my fellow frenz! if let me knw who are the one treat me badly or lie me...hem hem...i don't what will happen on the case~~
Frenz are fantastic!!! i realize that most of the time, they are there for me when i need them...they share their thing wt me, and ket me sg=hare my life wt them olso. However, sometimes frenz are hard to deal wt. many ppl find thta frenzship are really tough for them to manage, and frenz issues can be big p'blem in a lot of ppl's live also...haiz...apa la dunia ini????
how long i can keep my best frenz relationship 4ever??the time is change by min by min by day and day...time passing too fast and will be end training soon...leave hard rock leaving U...
For who will start new life in liverpool:
I wish my frenz all the best wt her new life in UK, and i knw that others will truly be blessed U coz U are the wonderful frenz! miss U so much...Hope can meet u again in future~
Erm..sunday...mom day...Wondering need to knw how to express your LOVE and affection to your mom this 2010 mom day? Mother day is the perfect occasion to let your mom know hoe special she is to you. While every child realize that how important a mother is and understand the value of the unconditional love and support given by her...there are only a few express their thankfulness and gratitude....
Erm~~for me arg....my mon is the most beautiful woman i ever saw b4...all i'm i owe to my mon, i have attribute all my success in life to the moral, intellectual and physical education i was received from her and also my dad. from child until now i was 20th mom still worry about my daily thing since i far apart from my home...always give me a call asking " are you ok" " ate aldy" bla bla bla... As i know she always asking " where my child, how was my child now" I was feel grateful with the values you have taught, the care you give, wondeful love that you show...have enriched my life..MOM...in more ways that i cant COUNT!!
My mom is the shinning star though the world doesn't know your name! Happy mom day once again to all the mom in the world!! Although i cant celebrate mom day with my mom coz of my industry training in Penang, but i will celebrate it 2gether with father day soon...LOVE U MOM!!!
So?how about your mom day? have you told your mom that you Love her? if you haven do so, take up your hp give her a call and tell her you love her now!
is time to take shower...3pm shift! pizzaria...hot~~
Sunday...wakeup early waiting the time pass by minutes by minutes...Happy Mother Day from my heart post it to my MUM...mummy, I LOVE YOU!! THANK FOR YOUR CARE...though i stay in Penang can't celebrate mother day with but i still want tell u that I LOVE U~~hopefully u receive my love frm Penang...
2 more week, i will be back to my lovely home at Taiping...i waiting for it...want leave the funcker staff that like to bully trainee and just know how to speak but dun know how to take action! Going eat shit lal!!! u guys think u all so pro? if so why some of te time u guys need trainee help when u guys doing some mistakes! shit! no brain! 2 more week i will be leave u guys and leave u guys work like hell! hurm...just leave it leave it...
Nobody will understanding love...there is no melody,i cant sing a song that u like....i want be with u but...should we can forever?touch and feel ur heart? i noe between us, there is a line make me cant cross... i'm so happy wt answering ur call...now that u miss me...waiting ur call after taking my shower...feel warm wt ur care and ur sound...hopefully u good in UK...god bless me wt given me a good frenz like u...is juz 2 month we noe each other bt our relationship will keep for 4ever...
Friday, April 30, 2010
is been a long time i din't go back my hometown...i really miss u my mum and my dad! i wish u are here beside me my mum when i face some p'blem that i cant solve it~still have 2 more week i will end my training in Hard Rock Hotel Penang...and will start my new working life! being like this, i dun wan start my new life with leave my home... i wish to continue my study if i can do it...i wanna taking in sales marketing but but... it wasted my time I dun wan leave my home and start my working life!!! now a day, i know that how hard people working. wakeup working eat and sleep..not thing special happen with working in hotel line...ow much money u get cant spent it out!this is hotel line?? izt i really like working in hotel 4 my future.., honestly i nt sure wt this. no more time for my parent and my frenz. is time take my shower and going work now...any way hopefully i can biasa wt it! keep smiling!!!
time passed so fast...i wish u all the best in ur new life in UK...u are great frenz and we will miss u very much! pls keep in touch ! i knw others will truly be blessed...coz u are such wonderful frenz and always remember thta u are the best!it juz take our short time- 3 month in Hard Rock Hotel Penang which we know which other since we are from same college but never chat b4. the shorter of 3 month i know u, u are bring it me happiness, knowledge, crazy....even though u will mile away, let we stay the best frenz 4ever and never end it!
