Training fearfully 2...

3rd march 2010
The time is pass by laugh, work, crazy around more than 1 week ^_^ I still in housekeeping admin & linen…still haven go for bed making since I already bed making 2 times…it is a boring time pass by 8 hour with sitting and admin and answering the phone with face to computer…later my ear will be having problem if I still continually at admin…today I was learn about honeymoon setting and have a small test by selva…and dear still haven give me a call or a massage, that only one who give me a take care phone is the one K.K…why e treat me so good? It is over than a friend relationship…valentine he was give me a big bear…it is complicated for me… I was taking back lilied flower from the admin office, it really so long time I did not receive any flower except the flower that my dad buy for me… wah ha ha ha…

What my dear doing now? Why he haven give me a phone yet -_-``` izt he busy study with his midterm test? What happen will be appear on both of us when he was continue take master otherwise he going oversea for his own dream? Should I wait for him? I’m worried 2nd Kelly cases will be come true to me. My parent I miss you all so much of Crouse my ziling and my lovely bull dog~~

4th march 2010
I so boring with my admin job, sitting in front the computer and answering the phone, I like movement job more than non movement job it so so boring for me. dun want stay at admin department because I know lastly I will die because of some stupid people that dun wan done her job and KP done my job wrongly and make me score by my admin assistant manager! Shit!! Because of U I kena score!! U always make me feel scare when u saying want help me done my job! Why U din done your job and KP want help me!!! Fuck!!!
My dear still havens give me a phone yet…why why??? Izt he so busy with his study or he already feel boring give me a phone? Or he already forgets me? Please tell me why when your lover was stay far away from izt you will forget him or her? Why the people always message me is not him? Haiz…I feel boring and scaring with waiting waiting….i hate this relationship~~

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22^nd feb 2010

Hurm…1^st day at Penang…miss my parent so so so much so much…what they doing now? How about my lovely bulldog now? feel boring and miss my family…I can’t tahan with wash my own cloth without washing machine, it is so difficult for me in my life!!! Wah lau!!! I hate it!!! Tomorrow 23 feb will start my painful life with training in Hard Rock Hotel, I can’t imagine how my luck in Penang – Hard Rock??? Arg~~~my painful life will be start from tomorrow 23^rd feb 2010….. feel scare pula…anyone can help me??? Plz….

25^th fen 2010

Wakeup around 10am++, feel headache pula…need wash cloth and heavy trousers with hand…my dear haven phone me yet, in the end is K.K phone me…what should I do?? Why my relationship so complicated??? The cases that make me trouble is wei xiang still message and phone me nonstop!! What can I do to make him let me go from his heart? Anybody can help me to escape from him? Why a stupid guy was appearing in my life since I was form3 until now, any idea that can make him give up from me?? I hate of this kind of feeling with my friend…it can make my friendship with him treat coldly…

I was enjoying my night time with my crazy training housemate with playing each other, especially eva and kar onn…I’m happy with them~~ ^@^~~... Miss you so much la my mum, dad, my granddad, my baby and my lovely bulldog….muack!! muack!! Good Night!!

1^st march 2010

It already 1 week more, my dear still never phone me since 21th fed until today he just give me a call…I lie with myself that he was busying with his study and midterm test, same as what my mum tell me…izt he really busy with his study? How about me when I work but he still want to continue his master study and maybe will study at oversea? I am afraid and worried our relationship will be 2^nd Kelly and ken -_-```

I seeing the sunset glow and suddenly thinking about YOU -_-``` I’m asking YOU with silent heart…How are YOU? Will YOU forget me since YOU have YOUR own paradise life? Sometimes I search my friends phone number accidently pass by YOUR number…Oh my god~~my heart~~~that is cant express my feeling… yap, I promise sook yee that I will not thinking about both of YOU…but…I can’t do it…I just keep it keep it, anyone know IT?? I’m happy, crazy front of my friend because I wanna be happy… miss you so much my mum, dad, granddad, my big baby and my bulldog…muack!!!