is been a long time i din't go back my hometown...i really miss u my mum and my dad! i wish u are here beside me my mum when i face some p'blem that i cant solve it~still have 2 more week i will end my training in Hard Rock Hotel Penang...and will start my new working life! being like this, i dun wan start my new life with leave my home...
i wish to continue my study if i can do it...i wanna taking in sales marketing but but... it wasted my time I dun wan leave my home and start my working life!!! now a day, i know that how hard people working. wakeup working eat and sleep..not thing special happen with working in hotel line...ow much money u get cant spent it out!this is hotel line?? izt i really like working in hotel 4 my future.., honestly i nt sure wt this. no more time for my parent and my frenz. is time take my shower and going work now...any way hopefully i can biasa wt it! keep smiling!!!

good luck frenz..

time passed so fast...i wish u all the best in ur new life in UK...u are great frenz and we will miss u very much! pls keep in touch ! i knw others will truly be blessed...coz u are such wonderful frenz and always remember thta u are the best! it juz take our short time- 3 month in Hard Rock Hotel Penang which we know which other since we are from same college but never chat b4. the shorter of 3 month i know u, u are bring it me happiness, knowledge, crazy....even though u will mile away, let we stay the best frenz 4ever and never end it!

脸上有太多的笑

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。 他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

By: somebody...

i saw the same look...

I saw a very pretty girl in Hard Rock Hotel Penang Starz Dinner in this morning...it make me thinking about you coz she 90% look like you and her eating style was 98% same like you...when we can eat again again?? i will always remember the time we talk on, the faces among the face, the smile among the smiles...i feel the time is getting close all the thing, when we will have to part...it show thta how much i miss you with my last words from mu real heart( we must dreaming).......misss u frenz!!

wat are the some of the feeling that one might feel a frenz was passes away? when someone that is special to you is gone 4ever it can be very hard/difficult to continue living life! things that special to you maybe begin to seen pointless when u dun have the special person to share it again! all of the things that i do 2gerther wt u are reminders of the loss that i have suffered.

SMILE ....meaning!

silence and smile are two powerful tools, smile is the way to solve many problem on the other hand silence can avoid many problem...so i need more smile to make friends with each other in hard rick hotel! some one say it to me: SMILE set me free and make me free, it make me special and increase my face value. So...lift up my spirint increase my tension ( smile year)!!!!!

we cant hold the destiny,time,heartbeats and we cant hold our life BUT BUT got 1 thing that we can hold is oue SMILE...keep it smile..smiling!!!

new day new dept...

already 4th day in f&b dept...i still can suitable for f&b dept and cant forget my last hk dept, the sweet memory that i had in hk dept...
but i have some fun in f&b dept and know some pizzeria chef and staff, they so friendly but for me that is no nough friendly like hk dept...i more like hk dept and mayb i still new in f&b still no so clear wiht the staff and no suitable for the kidding of the chef...haiz, every thing will be ok as fast as possible...
my getting great news frm my dear that he will arrival penang after his final exam is finish, i so happy with his news yeah yeah yeah!! i really so happy with that news!!!


know the HRC chef Ah Boy...he may is a good guy and look like my sister frenz...and he was asking me go out take dinner wuth him...maybe this is the style that working people make frenz with other people?? dun knw and not sure with that...any way i happy with my housemate that so funny in some time and some time was look seriouse... having a special pizza at pizzaria and have some special drink...is so free and happy, but i still confuse with my apply job dept!! haiz...which dept i should take ???? any 1 tell me!!!!

is near 12am i need go my bed lol...and will be stop here..continue next time when i free...have a nice day and sweet dream~~