Monday, November 30, 2009

You Are Not Alone(M.J)...1 Dec 09...




Another day has gone

I’m still all alone

How could this be

You’r not here wt me

You never say GOODBYE

Some one tell me why

Did you hv to go

Leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and asking myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are nt alone

For I’m here wt you

Through you’r far away

I’m here to stay

You are nt alone

For I’m here wt you

Though you’r for apart

You’r always in my heart

You’r nt alone

Lone,lone

Why, lone

Juz the other right

I though I heart u cry

Asking me to come and hold u in my arms

I can hear ur prayers

Ur bundens I will bear

Bt first I need ur hand

Then 4ever cab begin

Everyday I sit and asking myself

How did love slip away

Sumthing whispers in my ear ans says

U are nt alone

For I’m here wt u

Though u’r far away

I’m here to stay

U are nt alone

I’m here wt u

Though we’r far apart

U ’r always in my heart

For u are nt alone

Oh…

Whisper there words and I’ii come running

Fly…

And girl u knw that I’ll be there

I’ll be there

U are nt alone

Though ur far away

I’m here to stay

U are nt alone

I’ here wt u

Though ur far apart

U are always in my heart

U are nt alone

For I’m here wt u

Though ur far away

I’m here to stay

U are nt alone U always in my heart

I’m here wt u

Heart….though we’r far apart

For u are nt alone …nt alone oh…

U are nt alone u are nt alone

Say again

U are nt alone u are nt alone

Nt alone nt alone

U juz reach 4 me girl

In the m’ning in the everning

Nt alone nt alone

U and me , nt alone

Oh…2gether, 2gether…



1 Dec...1 month are gone~

hope u are happy

i dun really wan to let U go

bt inside me I knw I must...coz i cant control what GOD want...

the times we having fun...the times u hv left

my heart says stay(i wanna u stay here)...bt i need to accept U are go...


juz wan tell U...my heart still pain...

who can understand that feeling that cant express it out???

needed keep in heart? without tell anyone? and still be happy bt my heart are crying....






Cherish your family for the rest of your days, Do something for them in your own special ways.
Send them flowers or a present too, Do anything that you don’t have to do.
Keep them close to your heart at least when they die, so you will remember exactly where they once lay.
And make sure you never lose what you feel, because your feelings are what make them so real.


Just want tell my FAMILY...I LOVE YOU!!! THANK YOU...LOVE YOU my handsome daddy, my pretty nyonya mama coz of you i have learn a lot of nyonya cultural,i have a nice eye...my sister teach me a lot of thing, my brother and my younger sister...
I LOVE YOU ALL!!! Thank GOD giving me a nice, happy family...i really like my family LOVE U!!!!!MUACK!! Miss U...really Miss U Miss U all...

Distance?...?



If distance makes the heart grow fonder,
then let it keep our hearts from wander.
Make me strong and build thyself,
fix thy faults and lift mine health.
Thy actions strange and not of old,
for what is meant may be foretold.
Look deeper to the fold of reason,
betwixt the mode that makes our treason.
Help me see what hurt I bear to thee,
for love and life with you I see.
Within thyself, an instrument of gold,
most dear to me, myself, you hold.
'Tis what you seek, and I of you.
Make this your heart and key to true
love and freedom from our woes of fear.
For you, my love, I hold most dear.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Huh??My mama 'bla bla' when she knw i donate my blood....coz she too care my health...







See wat happen after donate???
Langsung no feel pain...what u all scare? come on plz donate ur blood...

My 1st Blood Donation...




That is my 1st blood donation at my college...
Finally i can donate my blood to save that ppl who need my blood...


that is the smaller 1...hehe,coz they say me badan kecil,kurus...

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Hey,my friends... have a wonderful week end.
Can you smell our friday?
I tell ya . . .. It’s Friday!!!
I can smell it. . . . the weekend’s getting closer!!!
Keep going . .. it’s nearly the weekend
Put your hands in da air and wave ‘em like you just don’t care. . . . cause
IT’S Friday!
It’s time to do the Friday dance
and enjoy your public holiday too Hari Raya Haji...

Funny Marketing Midterm test...

25 Nov having a marketing midterm test...It was very funny~~~
My best friend asking me answer during the test time...
(???) asking me: what the answer of question 4?
EeSun: question 5?
(???): ya...
EeSun:direct and indirect lol
(???): har? really?
EeSun:ya,sure gt mark de, fast fast write la...
Actually she asking me question 4 the 'market environment'??? But i giving her answer of collecting data..."direct environment and indirect environment"???a very funny answer that never in our marketing book or note...wahaha!!!
But i feel very sorry to her coz i hear wrongly of her question and give her a wrong answer...
sorry...just want to say sorry to you.


Around 8pm like that my sister buy kfc for my dinner...wow~full my stomach!!! arh~~ Yummy...

2day i rush for my assig and study for my 2moro stupid Engineering midterm...
haiz...2day still cant sleep like a pink pig again...Tired tired!!!

Monday, November 23, 2009

Why "Love" So Complicated???



Why is love so complicated?
Are we meant to be?
Last time I am being killed.
I thought it was you and me?
Why do we fight?
Stained tears on my pillow.
I will cry all night.

Hurt still in my heart,
Just to be with you...

Do you love me?
Sometimes I am frightened.
So why can't we be?

God are taking you from me. Why is love so complicated...




Having my lunch with my classmate at my college canteen 12.00pm after finish my Engineering Tutorial class...Suddenly hear the song of MJ (You Are Not Alone)~ My heart suddenly crying silent without tell share my hurt with my classmate...I just keep it keep it~~~ After finish Law Lecture class, i going temple ' fo dang' with my sis, my frined puiyee, lijuan and aichin... feel better having my dinner at temple...Huh, after back from temple i rush my marketing tutorial Q and b&p assignment... huh...tired Miss my family member pula!!!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

early in the morning...


Good morning...to day i wake up early because of my marketing and engineering mix term test...

The sky was turn in dark, today is raining in the early morning....The drop of rain glimmer out of my hostel...I hear the raining sound with enjoy my breakfast with a cup of white coffee and cracker with watching out my kampar's neighborhood garden
...I see the raining drop was fall down from the sky and i asking myself with my silent heart: oh~ my god??? how about my grandmun now? izt she watching me? I wanna tell YOU that i miss YOU so much...What YOU doing there? Are YOU happy? : How about with my friend was passing away in this month pula? Izt she happy? I miss HER smile so much...

I hear the rain

Pitter, patter on the roof

Exam Exam Exam...

Birth , Death comes once in our life...
Love comes once in our life...
Marriage comes once in our life...
BUT...
Why EXAM comes again again and again????


Human brain is an outstanding object, it functions 24 hour, 365 days
right from our birth...
why it will STOP when we enter into the EXAMINATION HALL????

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Cherish..Our Friendship

What are some of the feelings that one might feel when a friend passes away. When someone that is special to us is gone it can be difficult to continue living life. Things that were special to you may begin to seem pointless when you don't have that special person to share it with. All of the things that you did together are reminders of the loss that you have suffered. Do yourself a favor and take the time to mourn your loss.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

R.I.P we always be with U...MIss U!

That Is My Strong Friend... ...

That is my stronger best friend… …
That is my 1st friends I know in my college life since I starting my Hospitality Management Dream in TARC Kampar. I like that times we always going yam cha at night with ‘white coffee’ you always laugh me ad kelly, you ‘bully’ me with Kelly…still remember I always go your hostel at MYFC, the times we having fun and enjoy our college times ~~~we are always going full up our stomach, cook, rush our assignment, going school, I changing my formal cloth at your room, take vegetarian together… all the thing we doing together…
When I face some problem the 1st I will find you… you will help me to solve the problem, you always tell me( forget the pass, dun so kira with other people) I learn many thing from you, you are teach me a lot of thing and knowledge… you are the strong, Kelly gone you never cry inform of me it maybe you dun want I sad, think about Kelly, but I can know you miss her, you care her so much with showing all of you and kelly child photo to me…
You always bring me go pray… I like your smile maybe it so sweet??? I also not sure 90% is funny…Ha-ha… I’m happy when looking your face, really happy with you…thanks for god given me a funny and nice friend…
You are my best friend,
My really best friend,
You make me happy every day,
You share your great snack,
You share your great things,
So please don’t take away my better friend,
That I can’t found in my life.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

A Last Good Bye Between U and Me

That is my life Eesun… …

A Last GOOD BYE For You And Me… …

1 November 09, my friend kelly yew shy gin was pass away at Kampar waterfall…

On that times I was very surprise with her news, so what can I do on that times??? I crying like hell but I need to accept that you are gone… Hear your sound, see your smile face when I going to bed, I really miss you! Always asking god why takes away you from me forever? It is no fair! Finally, I know god love you more then we love you, so god taking you away.

I know Kelly as I call her as (shi ying) since I started my college life at Kampar year 1 sem 1 with my Hospitality Management Dream until now she was going with god forever~~~

Because of my 1st real friend in my course Alison Gan Ai Chin, I friends with Kelly… …Kelly is a person who like to smile with her sweetener smile. At that times I always going MYFC there chatting with them until around 2 & 3 am, going yam cha with a fun and enjoy our times, take vegetarian food together… still remember that you come my house taste my 1 st times cooking method…you send me back my home town at Taiping with AiChin, your BF Kent… …

Is no chance for me dinner with you, have a fun with you… … It is a real and the last GOOD BYE for us…I will never hear you saying ‘bye bye wo’ to me again~

I like your smile and miss your laugh sound and eyes~

Now everything is going on, that is no word can be expressing my feeling, nobody will understand my feeling in my heart with loses 2 friends in my life…what can I do is keeping our pass times memory in my heart forever and wish you REST IN PEACH with my real heart !!! Kelly, you are no alone, we will always be with you!!! MISS YOU~~