12 march 2010 ( express it out) heart pain....

Your mum give you birth with a brain but you are use it in wrong way ( take people advance)…I’m sure your mum sure will very disappointed with you if your parent know that you are this kind of people!

Although now utarian is busy with assignment and your mix term, but do you feel that you can ask your housemate (my sister) wash your cloth and jeans?( not only asking her wash your cloth right? Still have many over thing that I lazy to write down here) It only for idiot people will do it!! Suck!!! If you feel that you are busy until you can’t done your basic daily thing so please dun make your own family in your future and dun marriage because you are not a good wife!! As long as you are human you will feel SUCK and Fuck with knowing more detail about this fucker cases and what I trying to short write here!!

If you dun like your own room please MOVE OUT no people will block you! And dun always going into people private room and disturb people! Just no brain people will do it! A room is a place for human take a rest/ bed, why should you always going sleep in other people room? Are you no feel pai sei? Or you put makeup powder too much on your face until become muka tebal pula and it very hard for you to feel shy? If like so, I recommend you go New York for cure! Tell you honestly, your mum give you a pure white skin( white can cover 3 ugly) you must feel thankful to your mum if not a pure white skin you are look like fox hound! Because your eyes!!!

I’m a person easy to understand thoroughly people heart and directly…even how pro you drama in front me, I just quit…if you are too over dun blame me if I doing something hurt you!! This is call retribution! What you do to other people you will be feel what will happen to you soon!

My sister are too kind, helpful and easily to pity people…if I know who are going to bully or plan to bully my family member I will fight with them!!

What I pen down here all is true story, if anybody feel excessive please come chat with me, I’m 100% surely I will win in this cases!!!

Training fearfully 2...

3rd march 2010
The time is pass by laugh, work, crazy around more than 1 week ^_^ I still in housekeeping admin & linen…still haven go for bed making since I already bed making 2 times…it is a boring time pass by 8 hour with sitting and admin and answering the phone with face to computer…later my ear will be having problem if I still continually at admin…today I was learn about honeymoon setting and have a small test by selva…and dear still haven give me a call or a massage, that only one who give me a take care phone is the one K.K…why e treat me so good? It is over than a friend relationship…valentine he was give me a big bear…it is complicated for me… I was taking back lilied flower from the admin office, it really so long time I did not receive any flower except the flower that my dad buy for me… wah ha ha ha…

What my dear doing now? Why he haven give me a phone yet -_-``` izt he busy study with his midterm test? What happen will be appear on both of us when he was continue take master otherwise he going oversea for his own dream? Should I wait for him? I’m worried 2nd Kelly cases will be come true to me. My parent I miss you all so much of Crouse my ziling and my lovely bull dog~~

4th march 2010
I so boring with my admin job, sitting in front the computer and answering the phone, I like movement job more than non movement job it so so boring for me. dun want stay at admin department because I know lastly I will die because of some stupid people that dun wan done her job and KP done my job wrongly and make me score by my admin assistant manager! Shit!! Because of U I kena score!! U always make me feel scare when u saying want help me done my job! Why U din done your job and KP want help me!!! Fuck!!!
My dear still havens give me a phone yet…why why??? Izt he so busy with his study or he already feel boring give me a phone? Or he already forgets me? Please tell me why when your lover was stay far away from izt you will forget him or her? Why the people always message me is not him? Haiz…I feel boring and scaring with waiting waiting….i hate this relationship~~

Training fearfully...

22^nd feb 2010

Hurm…1^st day at Penang…miss my parent so so so much so much…what they doing now? How about my lovely bulldog now? feel boring and miss my family…I can’t tahan with wash my own cloth without washing machine, it is so difficult for me in my life!!! Wah lau!!! I hate it!!! Tomorrow 23 feb will start my painful life with training in Hard Rock Hotel, I can’t imagine how my luck in Penang – Hard Rock??? Arg~~~my painful life will be start from tomorrow 23^rd feb 2010….. feel scare pula…anyone can help me??? Plz….

25^th fen 2010

Wakeup around 10am++, feel headache pula…need wash cloth and heavy trousers with hand…my dear haven phone me yet, in the end is K.K phone me…what should I do?? Why my relationship so complicated??? The cases that make me trouble is wei xiang still message and phone me nonstop!! What can I do to make him let me go from his heart? Anybody can help me to escape from him? Why a stupid guy was appearing in my life since I was form3 until now, any idea that can make him give up from me?? I hate of this kind of feeling with my friend…it can make my friendship with him treat coldly…

I was enjoying my night time with my crazy training housemate with playing each other, especially eva and kar onn…I’m happy with them~~ ^@^~~... Miss you so much la my mum, dad, my granddad, my baby and my lovely bulldog….muack!! muack!! Good Night!!

1^st march 2010

It already 1 week more, my dear still never phone me since 21th fed until today he just give me a call…I lie with myself that he was busying with his study and midterm test, same as what my mum tell me…izt he really busy with his study? How about me when I work but he still want to continue his master study and maybe will study at oversea? I am afraid and worried our relationship will be 2^nd Kelly and ken -_-```

I seeing the sunset glow and suddenly thinking about YOU -_-``` I’m asking YOU with silent heart…How are YOU? Will YOU forget me since YOU have YOUR own paradise life? Sometimes I search my friends phone number accidently pass by YOUR number…Oh my god~~my heart~~~that is cant express my feeling… yap, I promise sook yee that I will not thinking about both of YOU…but…I can’t do it…I just keep it keep it, anyone know IT?? I’m happy, crazy front of my friend because I wanna be happy… miss you so much my mum, dad, granddad, my big baby and my bulldog…muack!!!

CNY day4...

Yu huh~ going shopping early morning with my best friends-kar yen who just coming back from Singapore…We taking our lunch at Sushi King at Sentra…we enjoy our lunch with spent around 3hours and chatting some bullshit talk..wahaha!!! After lunch we are going jalan-jalan around Sentra taking 2 hour…we saw Chinese Lion show at Taiping Sentra…there have 1 red Chinese Lion and 1 yellow Chinese Lion…I like the yellow Chinese Lion more than the res Chinese Lion because the yellow Chinese Lion was playing with me as 3/4 times if I not wrong…I’m happy with the two Chinese Lion walk around me… this is my 2nd times that Chinese Lion play beside me…I’m still remember the 1st times Chinese Lion walk around me is at my grandmun house when I still in child… Em~ hope the yellow Chinese Lion was bring me ONG ONG luck for me in this Tiger year after playing with me…hehe!!! Really hope that this Chinese Lion will bring Luck for me when I training at Penang… Erm~ I meet mei yen my secondary school friends at Sentra also…huhu,fell happy…my day full with meaning… Erm~ today my Penang friends was phone me and chatting with around half and hour. The same thing we chatting on phone (bullshit) talk. I miss her so much but cant meet with her in this CNY…haiz!!! Hurm~~I will be stop here lal…anyway, Happy Chinese New Year for all Human and my friends who stay in paradise…

Nightmare about You?? 11 Feb 2010

That day I nightmare of you~ OMG how come? How are you in paradise?

That day I saw a gal looking like you at Westlake when I taking my last final paper,

My heart so painful when I miss+ing you, i regret din go dinner with you on that. That is our

last bye bye before you gone. Last greet, last share…

What are some of the feelings that one might feel when a friend passes away? When someone

that is special to us is gone it can be dif ficult to continue living life. Things that was special to

you may begin to seem pointless when you don't have that special person to share it with. All of

the things that you did together are reminders of the loss that you have suffered. Do yourself a

favor and take the time to mourn your loss.

My dear friends…Shy gin

We used to talk, to laugh, I cook for you, to be crazy, yam cha, bully of us by you and me

We were best of friends, you teach me so much about life knowledge

Told me exactly what to say, what to do at college and house…

Share with me your love story that your bf (ken) getting doctor cause in Russia

We talking about ghost story at your hostel during might night

We talking our vegetarian dinner together

I wish it were be still the same

But sometimes I know it will NOT

I regret din go your cremate on that day, but memories I will keep forever…

I still remember that you tell me you want going oversea study your mandarin course

It won’t be long until I see your face, in heaven those marvelous days…

Waiting for~

22fed...
Hard rock hotel Penang... ...
going soon....
going training for few month... ...
no chance for me to manja with u...
will be miss u so much~
miss ur smell,
miss ur laugh,
miss ur smile,
miss ur hug,
miss we taking full up our stomach...
every thing that we done i will miss u..miss u...miss u...so much~
really hope u can get the best result and graduate at that time with invite me celebrate ur graduation...
waiting u graduate,
waiting u found a good job,
waiting ur excellent job...
every thing i waiting for~~ur call and ur coming to Penang~~~

That ia my life eesun...Not control/plan

who you are going to control my life???
i know what i doing and plan...
please dun always plan for/ control me for every thing that i doing on...
my blog "That is my life eesun",
that is what i wanna to do it in my life,
and i know what i need to do and what i should did't do...
i want cherish every thing that i have b4 they gone from me 4ever,
i wanna take a rest when i facing problem,exam,tired...
i wanna enjoy/ relax with my best friend,
i have my own time...i have my own life...i have my own freedom~~~