Training fearfully...

22^nd feb 2010

Hurm…1^st day at Penang…miss my parent so so so much so much…what they doing now? How about my lovely bulldog now? feel boring and miss my family…I can’t tahan with wash my own cloth without washing machine, it is so difficult for me in my life!!! Wah lau!!! I hate it!!! Tomorrow 23 feb will start my painful life with training in Hard Rock Hotel, I can’t imagine how my luck in Penang – Hard Rock??? Arg~~~my painful life will be start from tomorrow 23^rd feb 2010….. feel scare pula…anyone can help me??? Plz….

25^th fen 2010

Wakeup around 10am++, feel headache pula…need wash cloth and heavy trousers with hand…my dear haven phone me yet, in the end is K.K phone me…what should I do?? Why my relationship so complicated??? The cases that make me trouble is wei xiang still message and phone me nonstop!! What can I do to make him let me go from his heart? Anybody can help me to escape from him? Why a stupid guy was appearing in my life since I was form3 until now, any idea that can make him give up from me?? I hate of this kind of feeling with my friend…it can make my friendship with him treat coldly…

I was enjoying my night time with my crazy training housemate with playing each other, especially eva and kar onn…I’m happy with them~~ ^@^~~... Miss you so much la my mum, dad, my granddad, my baby and my lovely bulldog….muack!! muack!! Good Night!!

1^st march 2010

It already 1 week more, my dear still never phone me since 21th fed until today he just give me a call…I lie with myself that he was busying with his study and midterm test, same as what my mum tell me…izt he really busy with his study? How about me when I work but he still want to continue his master study and maybe will study at oversea? I am afraid and worried our relationship will be 2^nd Kelly and ken -_-```

I seeing the sunset glow and suddenly thinking about YOU -_-``` I’m asking YOU with silent heart…How are YOU? Will YOU forget me since YOU have YOUR own paradise life? Sometimes I search my friends phone number accidently pass by YOUR number…Oh my god~~my heart~~~that is cant express my feeling… yap, I promise sook yee that I will not thinking about both of YOU…but…I can’t do it…I just keep it keep it, anyone know IT?? I’m happy, crazy front of my friend because I wanna be happy… miss you so much my mum, dad, granddad, my big baby and my bulldog…muack!!!