I know its not your fault, but I’m? a locked door Anytime I’m a mess by someone before And I wish that I, I could find a key To unlock all the things that you want us to be Let me open up and start again, But there’s a safe around my heart I don’t know how to let you in, And that’s what keeps us apart And that’s why I need time. I said I need you, I need you to understand, you, you, you I need you to understand, you, you, you
Call up the locksmith, Tell him we need him quick We’ve got a million keys,? None of them seem to fit While your on the phone, Call up the clocksmith, Cuz I could use some time, Even the slightest bit
Let me open up and start again, And break this safe around my heart I don’t know how to let you in, And that’s what keeps us apart And that’s why I need time I said I need you I need you to understand, you, you, you I need you to understand, you, you, you
I’m thinking now’s? the time, Maybe its time to go, if I gave you my heart, be gentle, I’m tired of laying low, lets give the world a show And when you know, you know, And when you know, you know, you know And when you know, you know, you know, you know And that’s why I need time
I said I need you, I need you to understand, you, you, you (x2) I need you to understand (x4) I need you (x3) I need you, you, you
This is the song that u ask me find out the lyrics, it full of meaning between us...
Yup~now a day i know and understand about you...and we need each others to understand each others..we need some time and maybe'll lose it..it's the time to go for our own world a show...
it's not your fault and not my fault,we don't how to open and let each others go in true only...
any way, thanks a lot...for your care,help, joy,be gentle...Good bless you~~
when i miss u, i juz look up to the sky and remember u'r like a star...sum time i cant see u but i knw that i'r always be wt me...If i'm listen to music or look truth pic of u, nt to remind me of u bt to make me feel as if i'm wt u. it makes me 4get the distance and capture u!
mooncake festival ( also know as Mid-Autumn festival). it was one of the most important festival in our chinese culture.In thiz year 2010's mooncake festival happens to be on 22 sept wendnesday and it was my off day~ Yo~ It is held on the 18th of eight month in our chinese calender.thz nite, we ate a lot of different type pastry called moooncake(yue bing). It's look like the shape of the moon + having some pizza+ fruits and some snack. Today, the moon is the brightest and roundest, me and my family was having a good small mooncake party in our house with many of the paper light+ the sky was brightest~
12:45am
13 September
Mum, I really hope u are enjoy the b’fast on that day and like my the present that I give u as b’day present.
I’m reach Penang around 7pm, having my dinner with ur best steam chicken and some fried snack…it was make me so full and miss our home’s smell with having our home smell rice. It was totally different from Penang or others place rice or cook style. It was so strange for the smell& taste and it make me miss u & home so much while having it~ yummy!!
Moon cake festival will be coming soon. I’m plan conduct BBQ party at our house with invite ur best friend enjoy& crazy with u like our last year moon cake party. Erm~ how about my daddy pula? I really hope ur health will be more better and healthy than last time and please spend more time to traval with mum enjoy ur life…
Yo! Tomorrow off day~~ I din going back Taiping cause I really tired and feel not felling well + headache. Better take a good rest at Penang. Although it was so boring with done everything with 1 person (ate alone, shop alone, watch movie alone act…) but I already biasa with this life, whose ask me choose hotel line look like no life with everyday do the same thing (wakeup, bath, work& OT, eat, bath and bed) the same thing…no family day/ meet at public holiday, weekend…some times, I’m asking myself am I regret with live in hotel life? The bad thing ( no PH no weekend, OT) others side the good thing ( can save more money cause no time to spend even have success income)yup, my target!!! In 3 years…after 5years I’m surely going oversea! I’ll not spent too long life at hotel line even I’m come out from hospitality course, earn ‘gao gao’ and blar~
Yup, no one can serve two masters, if no either will be hate the one and love other. Maybe I’m making u waiting too long, what u say to me that is true. Ur heart so soft and I in and our easily make u in hurt. I dun care whether u reading my blog or not but I still want apologize to u that make u in hurt. Either I choosing work/ future or u, and I’m know human can’t get two thing in once time, so I’m choosing my future and my family.
14sept10
15sept 1012:56pm
Good morning everyone! Oops! 11:15am?? I din care cause today is my off day, no work, no busy but stay in house alone~ having my breakfast with a cup of cool white coffee accompany with Taiping pau (mi ku) that bought by my mum + enjoy some music and song with up my lap top.
“Life…is full of beautiful thing, soft sunrise I see every day, cool winds I may blow sometimes, pretty flowers sometime I receive from somebody, love& laughter that come from my hometown (family), quiet moments that pass by day to day & sweet people like my family and someone rest in heaven and looking me every day.”
Listening the Chinese song that make the feeling come with me now…my college feeling, college best friends feel, final exam feel is coming to me back again. Miss u ai jun! what are u doing now? Are u fine? My lap top 70% full of ur song, how come I din miss u when I listen the song that u sing together with me, u told that is shy ying flavor song. I spent a lot ( 90%) of my 1st year college life with u that why I miss u so much! Anyway , I’m know we have our own time & life but …keep in touch dear friend! Pass by my photo album, my DHT2 memory …my class rap, sim yee, jeff ect….really miss u all so much! Hope to meet u all again in soon.
“ we never gat what we want, we never want what we gat, we never have what we like, we never like what we have, still we life…but I’m lucky cause I get a true friendship like u all and get a successful family! “
I believe in working place, put a smile on face, and I enjoy moments everything will fall into the place. Remember that just do Good thing and I believe that Good thing will come back to me in future. Maintain the good unbeat attitude to everything I do I my working place. I believe it!
1:32pm
3:49pm
Having my lunch at KFC Penang..alone again pula…yuhuu~ waiting the time pass by day by day..waiting going back my hometown for celebration moon cake festival and the party with my family and mum’s best friends..it make me no more passion to wait for the time come to me.
Always disturb by the message from somebody that everyday asking me the same question, it make me feel bored with him! Shit~ please stop send the sit message to me, I hate it! If u have so much time please la do something that u like, if u have a good time why not u do something that u really enjoy?
I’m enjoy the time ( alone) and I start like to be alone…seeing other people coming with their family or couple, I miss my family and the time I having my lunch with my mum and brother at KFC penang, I really miss the time~
When u say not thing at all:
It’s amazing how u can speak to my heart without saying a world u can light up the dark, try as I may u can never explain what I heart when u don’t say anything. The smile on ur face let me know that u need me there’s truth in ue eyes saying u’ll never leave me, the tough of ur hand say u’ll catch me whenever I fall. U say it best when u say not thing at all. All day I can hear people talking loud but when u hold me near u drown the crowd, try as they never define what’s been said between ur heart and mine.
i'm tired of the case...it spread non stop non stop...it make all of us tired. U are not understand my situation..i waanna go back accompany my parent, my sister,relax my life in off...accompany my frenz keep contact wt them..i'm tired and when it can be stop? u saying that i cant gv u a min of sms, yap i think that maybe "time" no enough for me to rest...bt u are still in my heart!
i believe in...Do Good Thing n the Good Thing will come back to us! Always put smile on face, enjoy the good moments everything will fall into the place...n maintain the good unbeat attitude to everything we do....I believe!!!----waiting the time come to me soon/ in future...
we use to talk, to laugh, learn acc, i cook for u, to be crazy 2gether...i'm learn a lot frm u...i really wish were be the same, but i know it will be NOT!!it won be long until i see ur face, in heaven those marvelous days~
